Though Kim Kardashian is known for her bold fashion choices and bolder, uh, starring role(s), these days the 38-year-old mother of three leads a fairly tame social life. Admittedly not a big drinker, Kardashian’s famous fam (read: former brother-in-law Scott Disick) wondered if Kim ever truly let her hair down.

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On last night’s episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians, Scott teased Kim, asking, “You were fun, right? At one time? You were, like, wild during some of your years, right?"

Answer: yes, and like husband Kanye West’s slightly incestuous musings, it was all while on ecstasy (or “XTCY”).

According to Kim, she took MDMA twice, and made poor life decisions both times.

"I got married on ecstasy. The first time," she said of wedding music producer Damon Thomas at just 19.

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"I did ecstasy once, I got married. I did it again and I made a sex tape. Like, everything bad would happen."

"You were high on ecstasy when you did that sex tape?" Disick clarified of that infamous 2003 home video.

“Absolutely!” Kim confirmed. “Everybody knows it. My jaw was shaking the whole time.”

"I definitely went through a wild phase in my late teens. I'm not like that anymore," Kardashian confessed later in the episode. "But I still have fun! Don't get it twisted, I'm always the life of the party."

Now that, we believe.