December 22, 2014 @ 12:53 PM
Despite finding success starting out as "a conventional model" in the fashion industry, model-turned-author Crystal Renn admits that those early days were the hardest due to her debilitating health, sparked by her emaciated frame. "There came a point when I decided that it was more about confidence and accepting who I am, so I made the decision to get healthy again," Renn, who has since found comfort as a size 8, tells in an interview for The Climb. "This has become my healthy medium through many years of recovery."
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Speaking from experience, the model insists that in order to have a successful, happy, and healthy life (and career), one must tap into a different kind of mindset. "I think success is much sweeter when you have had battles because you recognize your strength," she says. "My turning point came with a mindset change." That mindset change, Renn says, came from a desire to find confidence, which ultimately "was the moment that success and the climb started."
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For more of Crystal Renn's inspiring story, plus how her evolution into womanhood influenced her career, and how diversity in the modeling industry is essential, watch the video above.
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[MUSIC] I'm Crystal Renn, and I'm a model and I'm an author. When I started out I was a conventional model, very, very thin and sick because of that. And there came a point. Where I decided that it was more about confidence and it was more about accepting who I am. So I made the decision to get healthy again. Where I was lucky is that I was able to model at every single size through this process. I've been a size 0 all the way up to a size 16. And now I reside at an 8. And this has become my healthy medium through many years of recovery. [NOISE]. I think that my mindset becoming more focused on confidence was the moment that success and the climb started. When I went through, you know, the battles that I did. You know, I think success is much sweeter when you have had battles because you recognize your strength. My turning point came with a mind set change. My success came cuz I changed my mind. That mind set change was recognizing that going forward, confidence is something that I need to gain. I need to look for confidence and ways to feel good about my self image. How I actually look at myself when seen through a camera. And so, I made that more of my focus [MUSIC]